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我只想放縱自由﹐ 可以努力的飛翔
但是每一次都是因為你﹐ 我飛不起來

就像個被囚禁的鳥﹐
腳上那沉重的鐵鏈捆綁著我﹐ 無法呼吸

想從你身邊掙脫
不想為你而猶豫
儘管別人嚴厲批評
我還是會離你而去

我只想知道世界
有多大
有多廣
有多精彩

在等著我去發現~

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Another quarrel is just going to happen.
I can just feel it.
Just over a desktop computer, my mum is going to give me that black face again.
She always does that.

I spent 4K on computer products yesterday at Comex and bought a desktop PC and a laptop. Something which I have wanted to buy was willing to pay installments for.
Dad said ok to go ahead to buy it but I told him that mum would be angry if I bought it, and I was right.

I don't understand.
Yes, one would want to save money for the rainy days, but you already said ok to allow me to go ahead to get the PC, why is she giving me black face now???

She doesn't know how I feel sia. One side you said to dad "Up to you la" then come and give me black face. then later a few months down the road come and tell me, who say I didn't do this do that?? You want things didn't I buy for you? You want piano I buy liaoz......

But what's the point when you give people things and let people feel that they owe u??

I always hope to be able to move out is because I can don't see her face again, I always hope I got the money to buy my own stuff and I already am do that, but every time, I get tied so tightly to her I so can't breathe.

I need a breakthrough, a courage to runaway and find my own destiny.
I need that.
Once I'm there, I don't need to look back and see her face again, because I know I won't see her again....